After learning the basics I felt confident about diving, however, things are very different when your dumped in the middle of the ocean. The sun was bright when we took the boat to the dive site, the water was rough, the boat was at the whim of the waves bobbing from side to side, with a nauseating feeling encroaching on my excitement I was desperate to get into the water. Once my diving gear was secured I took a ‘giants step’ into the water following my instructor. I was slightly apprehensive to be having this experience for the first time alone. But the best experiences are personal and when you are in a world made of water you are alone with your thoughts any way.
As we were about to descend my nerves got the better of me, I was surrounded by an expanse of blue, deep and endless, with no idea of what lay below. Finally I controlled my breathing, all that I could hear was the rhythmic bubble making and of my regulator and a slight crackling noise surrounding me. In front of me was murky blue, I didn’t know how deep we were then as I turned to look below, a whole new world was opened. Life was swarming; rock shelf gave way to an expanse of corals in every colour. The first fish we came across were small and electric blue, feeding on the rock. As we swam forward so much more colour appeared, fish of purples, greens and blues surrounded us. I recognised many fish I had seen before in aquariums and it made me feel at awe that I was seeing these creatures in their wild and natural habitat.
As we ventured deeper, schools of fish weaved their way in and out of rock crevices. As I looked ahead a black and white zebra fish came right up to my mask. It looked so inquisitive and un alarmed by my presence. It made me think, we don’t know just how intelligent fish are and just referring to them as seafood is not giving them enough credit!
There was so much diversity in the world I was observing, I tried to capture every moment in my head so I could refer to it later, an imprint, an ingrained memory. But there was just so much to see, and as soon as I saw it I felt the image already beginning to fade. The colours were unimaginable, such intense blues and yellows, it was hard to think that such colours were a product of nature and not an artist. I struggled to think of places on land which would be home to such diversity of life, such different organisms inhabiting one small slice of the earth.
Then the dive was over, I knew we must have been down there a while but it seemed like we had only just begun. As we ascended, shafts of light began to break through the surface, painting all the microscopic creatures which began to shimmer, the water was full of golden filaments. It was good to breathe the air once more but strangely foreign after breathing under water.
The boat was still swaying, a monotonous and nauseating movement but we were soon on our way back with fresh ocean spray in our faces. As we returned I began to think about what I had just witnessed a great richness of life that comparatively few people are fortunate to see. To my surprise I felt saddened after the experience, my thoughts were on just how much harm we are doing to the oceans and how much we have already harmed the land. In my life time I had witnessed such great diversity but wondered how long this would last with the rate of human destruction. For too few the oceans don’t seem to be an important part of their lives but our oceans and seas affect us all, they should be our priority. As I looked out at the un interrupted waters I had a renewed understanding as I now knew just what lay beneath, I had fallen in love with the ocean all over again.